today, for the first time, i avoided something i value. that something is someone who played a significant and important role in my life. that someone is a he who i fell in love with for the first time in my young life. that he is justin woods.
having done that, i feel sad. having said that, i don't know why i feel sad. i guess i just do. i feel like i found it too easy to turn my head and speed up my pace, while feeling a little burning in my chest knowing that for the first time since we broke up, i was just going to walk right by.
i dont know if he saw me. but still, that doesnt make matters better or worse.
i think it's quite a significant step. just, quite, uninterpretable.
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